I am here no matter who or what…………………sometimes someone has to rise above the others……………no matter what the cost…………..anyone hearing me? I bet even the ex Mormon sites won’t respond to this. THAT just shows me how toxic you are.

Brave coming towards me or from behind, but hopping away like Little Bunny Froo Froo when I am behind or when they pull in and are surprised. Oops, no time to get stiff arm when that happens, but the look………….I bet I am right 90% of the time. White……………European descent, Christian, Mormon……………Catholic and blue collar workers……………….sorry, and I have great respect or USED to have great respect. USPS……….oooh. Federal Crime. Oh……..harassment is just the intent to cause someone discomfort. If you are in the area – one of your gathering parking lots for example…….and have that intent and I drive in……………well………….geez. RIGHT IS MIGHT!!!!

My students have had four teachers………………in two years. You have absolutely NO idea what their lives and pasts have been like. A few have gone through hell and back. Survivors! My own family has gone through hell and back. ………..I have been to hell and back so many times……..but I did get to meet Skip Humphrey……………….AND for those people who are on the street, mental health declining, ostracized by slander and lies, dead from exposure or suicide………………yeah – my students who are my inspiration, my self, my strong family – so much smarter than most of you – I am seriously………………gifted in so many ways and involved in so many things that contribute to the people who are on and of this earth, OH and those you have persecuted from your faiths or NOT…………………I am here to stay! And I smile and sing and enjoy each day……….and laugh. I really don’t like laughing at people. You shouldn’t like killing people. Oh – those aren’t people to you right? That’s why you have to take your shunning position or play the role you were given. Tell the lady from last week. She really needs to practice smoking after giving it up………really…………..first puff was not graceful.

Oh yeah. I am not going to your heaven………………………….no thank you! How God and Jesus must just shake their heads………in dismay. Like I said………maybe you had better read the first book. Remember, no touch torture. I expect you could pay someone…………..but……….you did drug me one night……………….that would not look good to your followers. No touch torture. I am sure you use no touch harassment. YOU HAVE MURDERED PEOPLE! NO DOUBT!!!!!!!!………………….Geez. Zealot police people, county sheriffs, postal workers. Oh, I had better stop because that would be absolutely nuts, right? Who was pulling into the alley last night? I hadn’t seen that police car before. Looked special. Not regular, not canine………..SUV???I can’t quite remember, but I have the description down. not the plate, but there is only one of those I am sure. Oh, he must have backed OUT Of the alley or I would have seen him or her. The gray haired guy in Sebastopol did not look happy. You know………the one in the Police car? The young kid and the lady seem like “normals”. You sad people. You will never know what that is like and neither will your children…………………..to see people as Jesus did………..I would say and other great religious people……………..oh, that should be okay. I don’t have a problem with you saying you have great religious people. It’s the shunning and harassment followed by decline and suicide (gay children) that I so vehemently oppose. Nice word vehemently.

Hmmm. Monday meeting. Uptick in greetings……………………Ohhh. Aaaah. Problem is they aren’t used to people who think……….on their own. Particularly women of a certain age who think on their own. Hmmmm. Why not. First generation where we were allowed to think on our own. In the non LDS world ………………..oh and in my sister’s JW world (husband ex Catholic…………it’s been good for her………though one child had a personality disorder for a while from schism when she was three. Seriously. You do know about the antidepressant problem and Mormon women in Utah, right? Oh yeah. I should have kept “my” money. It was always ours…………..funny how his money was his and he bought a car without telling me…………….hmmmmmmm. Patriarchal idiots. See what affect they have on me. NONE, Nilch………………………………..Oh and Baptist turned to Evee church…………………Seriously and so bright too.

Monday meeting uptick in greetings…………plus you are REALLY REALLY p………….ositively teed off . Careful……………only will take one of you to blow it. Like the really ill guy I saw today. Looked like EX when he went through chemo. I probably did look like that too. Not used to victims, “survivors” “giving it to the man” as is the phrase in the movie…………………disrespect intended. You think the two guys sitting nearby when I was eating phased me. I look upon them as interesting specimens to observe and NOT emulate.

You should see the faces of the people who don’t expect me to be somewhere. Even the ones who never cuss must be thinking oh SH!! I really never used to cuss – well, experimented with one word when in drill team………………..Sh!! was a cuss word, then became a tacky word……………I try, I really do to teach my students that it is not a public word. Oh, I can say it is not a word we can publish……………even if you hear it on TV and at home…………………The language.

Oh…………and work place mobbing. Have you heard of that?  Ooooh. Boy is that a big one also. Add in a case where someone has a disability and that disability may be used by using slander, gaslighting (yeah, the thing with the blue pens- gaslighting, workplace mobbing) I mean, you have been told things, right? Slander. Shown things…………I would love a forensic person who works with the court system to really take a gander at those, computer hacking……………..WOW! Woohee! Why would a tech be leaning against a wall working on a computer right next to the room where I have my papers and things…………….makes you wonder right? Leaning against a wall while working on a computer? For quite a while.              So close to the door, that if a meeting was going on it would have NOT been cool. Interesting also. My legal papers sitting there, but I took them with me and closed the door. Yeah, they can be used in court. They are confidential. So is the whole system. Password protected and all. I can’t even access another person’s files. Only a few people can – one and a computer hacker.                      With both legal documents…………….most recent………………..there have been things…………………kind of like the little hearts on some of my pictures on my camera. Pics that I took. AND I don’t know how to put the little hearts on – yet. But……………one time a whole page was “cleared” I should have checked to see if I could recover it……….I told someone, and he shrugged it off, but then tended to really point it out at the meeting. Now, I know some of these are just people being people…………….but…………..Mobbing and slander…………..well……………geez. I’d hate to be you if this ever went to court and you were under oath. How long does the statutes of limitations last on this type of thing?

Almost forgot – the people at the Kaiser in Petaluma may really seriously want to go over HIPAA with their pharmaceutical staff……………………Like has their been slander? Why were my pills not gotten out when they were already filled. And did Heidi really need to go to the bathroom? I think she is Catholic. Never was one to gab – always heading over to the next project. But, hey we have time now? But…………if not true then that is a HUGE crime. And Against a person with a disability also. WOW.

Heard about my letter to the manager………………? Hey, there are coincidences and there are coincidences. Just to put some doubt out there……………or make someone think twice. I know they will behave once construction starts. Oh yeah………….Ironically, I was listening to the song about “let it roar” or something like that. Inspirational at the gas station……………….roar of traffic, vacuum (I will have to use that), the old putt, putt……..It wasn’t enough to keep me from roaring.

I think the closer to the truth I get the more they push. The more they push, the more I see and the closer to the truth I get. So, do they know that one night this past summer, I had HORRENDOUS nightmares. More than nightmares. I looked it up. Not night terrors, because those aren’t remembered. HIDEOUS, HORRIBLE situation where you are terrified in your sleep and can’t wake up. NEVER have had this before and NEVER since. Forced myself awake…………..I have to sleep, and I don’t think I could have stayed awake………which I could if I had to…………….and the same horror show started up all again. I don’t really think they care.They may have even paid someone money for that. Oh, let’s not get our hands dirty……………..BUT, there is every single occupation represented in the group and we are talking free, devotional labor. Oh………….you should be so, so proud. I’m sure God would be……….NOT……………how about Jesus? ……………NOT…….How about looking at the Bible? Where does slander come in.

The Mormons need to read the Bible…………you know…………the first book. The book that started Judaism and Islam and Christianity…………I look at the ex-Mormon sites and some people say that it was after reading the Bible that they finally decided to leave the LDS “church”. I just am not sure of the property wording. Not being disrespectful – ironic, ey? I guess church is used as a lay term. ???   Churches are Stakes, right? Depends on the size. I thought more than one congregation met, but at three hours? I don’t know. Oh, I am pretty sure that I have seen a few Bishops and have recorded their plates – hands free by the way. They looked more than mortified……………

Was that partly what the meeting was about last night? Just wondering. Boy, if the Bishops know, how high does this go? There are the 72 or whatever and the 12 Apostles (which is part of the reason Mormonism IS a CULT). Look up CULT. How about a few priests and/or pastors? Somehow, I don’t see Priests condoning anything like this. Did drop a letter off at a Catholic Church in 2013. Some, but my bet – just my opinion – is mostly LDS – Now, I will see more fish and other things. Big Whoop Dee DOO, doo doo………………..Smoke and mirrors. So, was the car with the Jewish plate really driving by a Jewish person? I don’t know. What is? What isn’t? I do know that there are some sour looking people out there.

This is what the stalkers/harassers are hoping for: Have to quit work. Gradually end up on the street. Homeless and I am sure lifespan declines

Goaded into committing a stalking crime or road rage crime (what don’t the people with kids understand – oh, they are raised to NOT think – except that they are better than those who actually live in the earth). Put in jail. If not killed there because of vile rumors, lose job, out on the street. Maybe back in jail.

Pushed into a mental state that mimics other mental states. Ends up committing a crime (Parents?) or in a mental hospital for a time. May lose job. Em0tionally fragile. May commit suicide.

So…………these stalkers basically KILL people. Drug, steal from.

The local guy who owns all the cars. Special deals for stalkers? Just wondering. Italian after all. Oh yeah, lady with the Virgin Mary on the back of your van or car. Really. High opinion of yourselves with all the personalized plates.

Cowards and bullies. This type of behavior just proves the Mormon Church is a CULT. Why would you take this chance after decades of trying to deny just that. Someone’s control freak nature coming out.

You do this to people. You kill. Tell the young people particularly the missionaries.